I used one of the side entries to the Nightcrawler to avoid the crowds out front. This wasn't a black tie evening, but I was still unshaved. Besides, if Blair had any stoolies working the joint, I wanted to avoid them as well. He knew entirely too much about me for my own good.
The door was locked from the outside, but I didn't let that slow me and sieved in through the thin cracks around its edge, then found the back stairs off the casino room. There was a touch of trudging in my walk. I wasn't nearly to the point of being physically tired yet, but my mind had been hopping nonstop for hours, and that could wear me out the same as anyone.
Gordy's men must have been busy elsewhere; I didn't spot his bruisers until I pushed open the office door. The mug who was there to answer the phone and otherwise keep an eye on things knew me by sight and understood I had a special pass to the inner sanctum whenever I wanted. I got an expressionless up and down, but without a word he left his game of solitaire to find his boss. I looked the cards over and decided he might win that round. After a minute he came back and told me to follow the man who stood waiting in the hall. This one was dressed like a waiter and had at least a .32 stuffed under one arm. I was used to seeing most of the Nightcrawler's male employees carrying heat. What would surprise me would be finding one who wasn't.
Usually Gordy would make time to see me whenever I dropped in, and we'd sprawl comfortably on his expensive furniture in the office and talk about all kinds of stuff. I'd saved his life once or twice, and that meant something to him. We also had pretty much the same hours. Escott was a hell of a good friend, but couldn't stay up all night just to keep me company, so Gordy filled in that particular gap. It was pretty educational, too. I learned more about who was who in mob politics than should be healthy, but Gordy knew it wouldn't be repeated by me to others. Well... maybe to Escott.
This being escorted to another room was different from his regular pattern, so my curiosity perked up. Things got more interesting when I was led down more stairs to the club's basement. I could have done without the feeling this turn inspired. Gordy didn't keep bodies here-that I knew of-but the dim lighting and the scent of dank, uncirculated air annoyed me with its reminder of what I'd just left. I shoved the bout of deja vu away.
We walked past a trapdoor in the floor. That was a relief. It led to a brick-lined tunnel running under the street all the way to another building. I'd had my fill of sinister underground chambers for the next few decades. We stopped. Amid stacks of boxes containing everything from seltzer water to tinsel party favors I took in an interesting little tableau.
Only one forty-watt bulb lighted things in this wood-and-cardboard grotto. The shadows were harsh and sucked color from everything. Gordy, who was large enough and solid enough to give Mount Rushmore some competition, sat on a crate looking at another man I vaguely knew from my time in the bookie joints. The guy's name was Royce Muldan, a handsome specimen possessing a fine appreciation for his own looks. It was said he risked his life every time he passed a mirror because of the way he twisted around to take in all the gorgeous details. One of these days he'd do it too fast and break his neck. He was dressed with an East Coast polish more suited to Boston than New York, which in Chicago made him stand out like a traffic light in a wheat field. Some people claimed to be blinded by the shine on his shoes.
He wore a patient, somewhat amused expression as I came into view. I nodded once at Gordy and kept my mouth shut until I figured out what was going on.
Gordy nearly always avoided involving me directly with mob business. He knew I preferred to remain on the outside. He rarely talked about the seamier things he had to do to stay on top, though if I asked a question he'd give a straight answer. If there was anything really dirty going on here he'd have kept me waiting in the office until he was finished. All I could pick up for the moment was that this was something he wanted me to see.
Muldan took me in with a glance, then went back to Gordy, having apparently dismissed me as a threat. Maybe he'd have been more impressed if I'd shaved.
Gordy didn't bother with introductions, just made a nod to me in return before putting his attention on Muldan. "It would be better for you to lay off," he said in a slow, measured tone. He sounded patient, but firm. "For you and everyone else."
Muldan shrugged. "Not my decision. The girl likes me, and I'm not going to argue with her good taste."
"You should take a vacation. Havana is very nice this time of year."
"Too hot."
"Cooler than here. Her father-"
"Doesn't matter. She wants to see me, so I'll see her right back."
"That would be a very bad thing. For you."
"Or what? Her father has me scragged? That can't happen, and you and he both know it. I'm too important."
"Royce, you are making difficulties. Make too many of them and anything can happen. Even to important guys. And you know it."
"By the time things get to that point she'll be tired of me and looking at someone else. It's not my fault her father can't control her. Look, I'm just going along for the ride. Tell her old man to step back, let her sow her oats, and he won't have any more trouble with her."
Gordy heaved a great, gentle sigh. The sigh of a man about to do an unpleasant, but necessary task. "I'm sorry you won't listen."
Maybe I'd never been on stage like Escott, but I recognized a cue line when I heard one. "Want me to do something with him?"
Muldan gave me a contempt-tinged "what's it to you" look, on guard, ready to meet my challenge.
Gordy said, "Only if you don't mind. I'm thinking this guy needs to take a nap."
I smiled, briefly. "Then have your guys take a break."
He signed to the other mugs hanging around in the background, and they silently moved off. He knew I never cared to have witnesses for certain kinds of work.
Muldan was aware something was up, but his mind would be running along ordinary lines, anticipating ordinary threats. He stood up a little straighter and loosened the buttons on his coat. It was finely tailored, but not to the point where it could completely conceal his shoulder holster. "Just what do you think you're doing, Gordy? Have you forgotten who I am?"
"Nope, but you are not being smart about this. You are making a problem. Though sometimes when you sleep on a problem it clears itself up."
"I'm not the one with the prob-" Muldan began.
But I was already moving in on him.
The lighting was bad, but adequate. I put all my attention on Royce Muldan, catching him with my gaze before he had a chance to draw his gun. A few seconds later he was standing very still, hands relaxed at his sides, eyes shut fast.
What a fate for Mrs. Fleming's youngest-becoming part-time mob muscle. If she ever found out, she'd thump my head with her big mixing spoon, and if she still used the one I remembered, which was made of wood, it would cause me damage.
"Sure a good thing to be able to do stuff like that," said Gordy as he peered at the quiescent and now quite oblivious Muldan. There was a note in his normally deadpan tone that was very close to admiration.
"Yeah. What's the beef with this one?"
"Son of a New York big shot. Thinks he's immune to trouble. Seeing the wrong girl. Thing is, Muldan's right about her. If her pop left her alone, she'd grow out of it, but he don't look at it that way. He's ready to take his shotgun to this chump, which would mean he'd get himself killed, too. This town don't need another war."
"Huh."
"So I told the pop I'd talk to Muldan. It wasn't going so good until you showed up. This bird don't intimidate easy."
Considering the sinister surroundings, that said a lot for Muldan's courage-or stupidity. Hell, I wasn't the one brought down here to be talked to, and I still had to fight off getting the creeps. "What do you want to do with him?"
"Tell him he's changed his mind about the girl. He don't want to see her again, and that he should tell her so."
"How about he says he's not good enough for her, and she can do better?"
"You'd be doing them both a favor."
So I got Muldan in the right frame of mind to listen, planted the suggestions, and told him to go. He went, followed at a distance by a few of the bruisers who'd hung around by the stairs. They'd make sure he'd leave all the way. He'd wake out of his trance sometime during the cab ride to his hotel. He wouldn't remember me at all.
Gordy stood, his looming shadow blotting out a large hunk of the basement. "I owe you again, Fleming."
"No problem; I prefer reason over gunplay."
"You should get into the business, you'd make a fortune."
"I got enough of one to suit me for now."
"If you're ever short, then you come hit the tables here. Anytime." The odds favored the house at the casino games here, but for a select few, the house could be made to lose on demand. I had an edge or two of my own as well, when I was in the mood for it.
"Thanks."
" 'Course, if you put some tables in at your place, you'd be set for life."
"And have to pay for it."
"It don't have to be roulette or the slots. A fancy joint like what you want could get by fine taking a percentage from high-stakes poker."
There was an interesting thought. But I shook my head. "I'd still have to split too much of the profits with certain kinds of cops to keep them off my back-and it would give them something to hold over me."
"They don't have to know. You could make your whole investment back in one month."
I laughed once. "You tell me a way to keep a secret in this town, and I might consider it."
He took the point. "But you got ways around that. Like what you did just now with Muldan."
"I'm going into this club for fun as well as money. If I get myself gummed up with making payoffs, it stops being fun and there's not as much money. As long as I keep my nose clean, the cops got no easy way to hurt me. Anything else makes things too complicated, and I've got enough complications to keep me busy." Like finding a dead woman in the basement wall.
He shrugged, which was a minimal lift of his massive shoulders, then turned, and I followed him up to his lush office. The man who had been there earlier was still there, but gathered up his cards and left when we came in. Gordy made a drink for himself; as far as I could tell it was just tonic water and a shot of lime juice. He didn't ask if I wanted anything, knowing better.
"You getting a cold?" I asked, with a nod at his quinine-laced glass.
"I like the taste."
It kept him sober, too. Yet another way of staying ahead of rivals.
"So... What's the story with the body?" he asked.
"It's more of a skeleton by now." I dropped into an oversize chair, stretched my legs, and gave him the short version of the whole sad business at Lady Crymsyn, putting in the part about Blair. "He guessed that I'd called you on it. Is there any link between the body and you that I should know about?"
He shook his head, taking a seat on his vast couch. I could trust him to be telling the truth. He always did with me. "It's probably to do with Welsh Lennet before he got bumped. Walling up broads don't sound like his style, but he had some real bastards working for him that might have done it. Most of them are dead, too, though. The guy who tossed those grenades did the whole town a favor."
"Are any of Lennet's people still around?"
"Shivvey Coker. He was just muscle then, now he's working for Booth Nevis." Gordy let that news sink in. I didn't like it. Nevis was the man who owned Crymsyn's lease.
"What's Coker do for him?"
"Runs errands."
"That's pretty vague."
"Has to be, he covers a lot of different areas. If Booth wants something done, Shivvey's the guy he sends out to make sure it gets done."
"Maybe Shivvey can tell me something about the dead woman."
"Worth a try."
"No idea on who she could be?" I gave him the description Blair gave me.
Gordy thought it through for some moments. He had a memory like a file cabinet. "Nothing comes to mind, but I wasn't in Lennet's crowd back then, so I couldn't say who might have been with him or any of his boys. This burg's full of women. Most guys don't bother to keep track of 'em. There's always another girl coming in while one's going out. I can ask around, but you'd have better luck. And you'd be able to get a straight answer. Try asking Shivvey."
"I plan to. Anyone find out who did the boom on Lennet? The reporters said it was Nevis."
"Some thought it might be him because he hated Lennet and then ended up owning the place, but he never did anything with it, so that didn't make sense when it came to a motive. It was a good-paying speak, too. A shame to let it go to waste."
"Unless he knew about the body in the wall and didn't want to go stirring things up."
Gordy shook his head. "Something like that wouldn't bother him. He'd either leave it as is or get someone to dig it out and sink it in the lake. He knew you'd be redoing the joint and might find it. Makes more sense that he didn't know anything. This is probably one of Lennet's leftovers."
"Why did Nevis hate Lennet?"
"Ever see one junkyard mutt go up against another junkyard mutt? Those two didn't need a reason; that's just how things were."
"Then Shivvey went to work for Lennet's enemy," I stated.
"Welsh Lennet and Booth Nevis didn't get along, but Shivvey's a for-sale kind of mug. After Lennet's funeral he got on Nevis's payroll. He must have figured it to be safer than trying to take his dead boss's place."
"Ever think he had anything to do with arranging the boom?"
A shrug. "He could have. Lots of guys could. The cops never got close to nailing anyone for it and were probably told not to try."
"Who would have told 'em?"
"Back then, Big Al himself. Lennet's speak was the last in a lot of straws. The camel's back broke. After the dust settled, everyone had to get into line and stay that way or else. Al's a mean one with a baseball bat."
I'd heard stories to back up that opinion. "Not much good to him now." Capone was presently doing his time in Atlanta for unpaid taxes.
"Don't kid yourself. Nitti still listens to him. Wanna meet Frank? He's here tonight with some of the boys."
"No thanks. I've had enough excitement for one evening." I leaned my head back and stared at the ceiling, not fighting the frown that took over my face. "I don't look forward to the papers tomorrow. The morning edition's already out and won't have anything on this mess, but the afternoon's..."
"If you play it right, you can turn them in your favor."
"How so?"
"First, you say you knew nothing about the body, be surprised as the next guy about finding it. That's all true, anyway. Second, you say something about crime and criminals being bad. Everyone likes to hear stuff like that. And third, you give the dead dame a good funeral."
I sat up straight, alarmed at this turn. "I couldn't do that!"
"You can afford it."
"It's not the money-I'd be exploiting her death for cheap publicity, and everyone would know it."
"Then do it on the sly. Don't tell anyone. Sooner or later some newshawk'll find out who's footin' the bill. By not talking about it you come out a hero instead. Everyone loves a secret Good Samaritan."
I shook my head. "No."
"Hey, someone's got to bury her. If nobody comes forward to claim her as their long-lost relative, then how good you gonna look if you let her go to potter's field? The papers would really love that one."
I'd been stuck fast in cleft sticks before and hated the squeeze. "All right," I grumbled. "But nobody's going to know about it. I mean that."
"If you want, I can fix things on the quiet, and you can pay in cash. Make it harder to trace."
"That'd be fine."
"You work this right you could take the funeral off your taxes as a business expense."
If I thought I could have gotten away with it, I'd have slugged him, then I saw the crinkle in the corners of his eyes. He'd been joking with that last idea. At least I hoped it was a joke. "Wiseass."
"You'll have to play ball with the sob sisters, though. Get them on your side."
I made grumbling noises.
"You can do it. You won't have to give 'em the eye for it either. Just flirt a little and say you like their hats. Works for me."
Gordy flirting with the sentimental, yet iron-hearted sob sisters of the yellow press. I had difficulty trying to picture that.
He went on. "Tell them what a bad thing this is and how you're helping the cops any way you can. Say you hope it won't spoil the wholesome image for your club."
"Wholesome? With all the liquor I'll be selling?"
"If they like you, they'll write you up as a hero."
"If they like me."
He spread his hands. "Look, you're gonna have a shit-load of headlines off this no matter what. Would you rather let them choose the angle or fix one for yourself? You were in that game, you know the rules. Make 'em work for you."
"I guess I could type up a statement. If I don't say something, they'll put words in my mouth."
Gordy nodded approval. "And the faster you say it for yourself, the faster they'll go away. When do you pick up Bobbi?"
"Around three."
"Then you got plenty of time to write it. There's a typewriter and paper in the desk."
"What are you in such a hurry for?"
"To make sure you do it. And there's a couple of the crime beat boys from the Trib downstairs. They're here watching Nitti having a good time. I can give 'em whatever you want."
"You do have this town sewn up."
He finished his tonic and lime and put the glass on a table. "Just a pocket or two."
"Do they know about this story yet? If they take it away from the other reporters-"
"Not to worry. They'll pass it on if I ask 'em nice."
Pocket or two, my ass. He had the whole damn city in a suit if he had the crime beat boys doing what he asked. Or maybe he was playing them the way he just told me to do. That would explain why some of the stories about cops raiding the Nightcrawler were short, bland, and never mentioned Gordy by name. He had only to invite a select few-or their editors-into the casino and give them a profitable run around the tables for an hour or three. If they won some money, then it was from their own good luck. They were free of the corruption of a bribe and yet full of kindly feelings toward their host, who would probably welcome them back for more, so they had a solid reason to keep the club up and running.
I went to the desk and found the promised typewriter. "You got carbon paper?"
Gordy needed to look in on his business, said good night, and left. I scribbled out a draft of what I wanted to say, then typed it out twice with carbons to make six copies. My old reporting style came back to me like riding a bicycle, so I made short work of the job. Too bad I couldn't yet do fiction as easily. I took a copy with me and left the rest for Gordy to deal with, noting on each page the name of the paper it should go to; the Trib was on top. Great, I'd finally get printed in one of the best Papers in the country, but as the topic of a story, not as one of its journalists.
I had some time left before going to pick up Bobbi, so I used it to run home. A freshly shaved face and clean set of clothes helped my disposition, but there was one other task I needed to see to, one that I normally left until the end of an evening because of the potential mess. It had been dry the last few days, though, so the damage to my shoes might be lessened if I was careful about where I stepped. I drove south until the summer air got thick with farm-smell.
Parking my Buick in the shadow between two streetlights I checked out the territory before going in, something that was so much a habit for me that I hardly thought about it anymore. Tonight I was still a bit on edge, so I sat and looked things over first. Some especially zealous reporter might have managed to follow me all evening without getting spotted. That in itself was unlikely, but I've never regretted being too careful when it came to concealing my condition from the public.
If you read up on the subject like I've done, you find that people in general nearly always have a bad reaction when they discover there's a vampire lurking around their usually sane and otherwise normal world. They'll tolerate mass murder going on in Spain, believe it when Hitler says he only wants peace, and even welcome marathon dancing, but let them know there's a guy on their street drinking animal blood, and they have a conniption. They don't even need to believe in the existence of vampires, it's the blood-drinking that brings on the fit.
Not that I blame them. It took me some time to get used to the idea myself. And I like the stuff.
Now.
Of course, getting to a supply of it could be a little tricky. Not every bovine I approached in the countless corrals of the Union Stockyards was willing to share. Some were stirred up by the stink of the place, no doubt sensing their pending demise. By now I'd become an expert at picking out a quiet animal who'd let me get close enough to feed. Then I would use a soothing word and a steady look to calm it even more. It was a variation of the forced hypnosis I'd done on Muldan-just as effective, but more rewarding.
Satisfied the area was clear of inconvenient witnesses, I quit the car. My corner teeth were already budding in anticipation as I strode across the street, and slipped through-and I really mean through-the fence. The noise and smell seemed worse on this side, though that was just my imagination. One thin barrier of wood wouldn't have made all that much difference in controlling the flow of the fetid air. Bad as it was, the reek did not discourage my awakened hunger. The scent of blood, old and new, hung heavy all around me, teasing at my fully wakened hunger.
The Yards covered a vast amount of real estate and never really closed. Depression or no, America had to eat, and this is where most of her beef and bacon came from. Trains constantly arrived full and left full; the cattle and swine cars changed out for refrigerated cars of frozen carcasses headed all over the States. There was a similar yard in my hometown of Cincinnati, chiefly concerned with pork, but nothing like this.
The constant activity often worked in my favor since there were plenty of anonymous men walking about. I was frequently not dressed like the regular workers, but few of them ever bothered to stop a man in a suit, particularly when he acted as though he knew what he was doing. This night I passed unnoticed into the pens as usual and found a likely donor from the dozen or so cattle there. They were new arrivals. It wasn't too muddy for my shoes.
Feeding didn't take all that much time. Most nights it took longer to actually get into the Yards than anything else. A few moments was all I needed to cut through the tough hide with my teeth to reach a surface vein on a leg and draw off my fill. I could drink up to a quart or more of the stuff and usually did. It was enough to keep me going for up to three nights, four in a pinch, but I came in every second night whenever possible. Going without for longer than three in a row is bad. The hunger tears at me from the inside out, and I can't think straight. My reflexes slow and an all-over weakness makes every movement an effort. When that happens it's dangerous for me and could also be so for anyone around me. Not that I've ever lurched out of a dark alley to attack some poor innocent bastard for his blood, but there's a first time for everything when desperation's in charge. I'd taken blood from unwilling human donors, but it's not something I'm proud of; nor was it safe. On one occasion the tainted stuff I drank damn near killed me. Again. For keeps.
The pure heat I drew in now was good. It was always good. The change I'd undergone made it so. Whether or not they like the taste, normal humans can't handle large quantities of blood; it's too much like drinking seawater, but I thrived on it. When that liquid fire hits the back of my throat it's like an electric charge, but without the pain. It wakes me up until I feel ten feet tall and able to do anything. I've heard that drug addicts get the same kind of reaction, only my drug sustains life instead of destroying it. The only odd side effect I have is the way my eyes flush deep red right after feeding, but that passes off pretty quick.
I straightened and quickly dabbed my mouth with a handkerchief. There was hardly a trace to wipe away, but such close contact with a cow's hairy skin wasn't what I'd call pleasant. Maybe I should switch to horses. Shorter, smoother coats. I knew of two people like me on Long Island who preferred them over cattle for that very reason.
But I'd think about that another night. Now I had to get to the Red Deuces.
It was a roundabout drive to leave the Stockyards, spinning through the Back of the Yards to find a big enough street that would take me north without too many stops. Chicago's composed of a lot of different little towns disguised as neighborhoods, each with its special ethnic group or groups. Sometimes the divisions were from street to street, with Jews or Italians on this side, Poles or Irish or Germans on the other. I'd heard about America being a melting pot, and the description was particularly true here. Much of the time it was less a pot and more of a boiling stew as each group tried to beat the other for supremacy, or lord it over newcomers. Old World rivalries and prejudices didn't stop at Ellis Island. It was mostly the young kids in gangs who made the more violent trouble after being carefully educated by their parents and the hardness of life in general about whom to hate.
Having been raised on a farm just north of Cincinnati, I didn't know what I'd been missing, and it was probably just as well. When your day-to-day focus is on making enough food to get you through the winter, you don't have time to take exception to your neighbor's religion or skin color. Either that, or maybe my parents were a little smarter than most with their seven kids. Real intolerance didn't come up to bite me in the ass until I joined the Army and got labeled as a know-nothing hick, and when that happened I decided I didn't care much for it. Live and let live, I figured. Everyone's got a right to breathe the air, and to hell with anybody who wants to put a price on it.
Crazy opinions like that made me real popular in the barracks. It was the first time I'd been glad to have had older brothers who used to beat on me. Having survived countless behind-the-barn donnybrooks with them, I'd un-knowingly learned to fight to win. After I thumped a few thick skulls, the troublemakers took the hint, got more respectful, and left me alone.
I hoped the same thing would happen now. My arrival in this town last August might have gone completely unnoticed by Chicago's mobs if I hadn't offered to help the wrong man at the wrong time. It ended up with me getting killed. I soon got better-and I started throwing my weight around. But I wasn't stirring up grief so much as trying to defend myself. This made a strong impression on a few people, though. Things were quiet at present. Hopefully, with Gordy having put a word or two out in my favor, the mobs would keep clear of me so I could get on with my humble ambitions about Lady Cyrmsyn in peace.
The Red Dueces was close to the Loop and, like any good nightspot, had terrible parking. The street was lined solid with cars, most of them belonging to the people living in the area. At this late hour the club's neon lights were dark. Most of the patrons were staggering off home or in search of another watering hole. They were on foot, though, so nothing opened up for me. I had to park a good long block away and hike back.
Bobbi, all finished with her singing for the night, met me at the halfway point. "I saw your car go past just as I was coming through the front door," she said, a little breathless from hurrying. She had a lovely flush on her cheeks.
I kissed her hello and told her she looked too good to be out walking alone.
"No one's roaming loose this late."
"There's a few who could give you trouble."
She opened her purse and pulled out a couple of pounds of serious-looking blackjack. "Then I give it right back again-but they have to catch me first."
I tried to put most of my worry for her away. She was a big girl, after all. But next time I'd keep my eyes open for her at the door. Being a knockout blonde with a gorgeous figure, she'd learned to take care of herself, but some guys didn't understand the word "no" unless you tattooed it to their face with a car fender.
We strolled slowly down the block to my buggy, not saying anything, just walking close and holding each other. It was something neither of us had yet gotten tired of doing. The way I felt about her I hoped that time would never come. I'd asked her to marry me more than once, but she always said she liked things just as they were. It had nothing to do with me being dead half the while; she made it clear that she only preferred to keep her independence. I accepted her answer and always backed off... until the next time the fit came over me.
Sooner or later in a weak moment she might say yes.
"How did the show go?" I asked after we were in the car. I hit the starter, threw it in gear, and pulled into the empty street.
"Fairly well. One of the guys got too drunk to sing his last set, so I did it for him."
"That's good."
"Not really, since the management said I got paid the same."
"That's bad."
"Not really, because I was able to trot out some fresh songs. They liked me, and that's all that really matters."
They being her audience. "Anyone important see you?"
"A few, maybe. Someone told me there was a Hollywood producer in the house, but it was probably just wishful thinking. Anyway, no one tried to come backstage except for the usual johnnies, and the bouncers take care of them. Someone who was really in show business would send his card first or get the manager to make introductions. Nothing like that happened, so it was quiet."
"Yeah, yeah, sure it was. I know how you light up a stage."
She snuggled closer to me and chuckled. She knew she was good, but liked hearing me say it. "How did your night go?"
"It's a long, grim story with no ending."
"What happened?"
So I told her pretty much what I had told Gordy, but put in more small stuff to fill out the picture. I did not give a detailed description of the body. Bobbi got through the incredulity and shock part pretty fast. She'd been in Chicago a while, and even a murder as terrible as this one was not beyond easy belief. She said how awful it was and fired a dozen questions at me, most of which I couldn't answer.
"And Gordy couldn't guess who it might be?" she asked.
"Not off the top of his head. He said he'd check around, but I don't think anyone's going to own up to something like this. I'll do my own checking, though."
"You sure you want to?"
There was a lot unsaid behind her question. I'd been through some hard times in the last few months. If I poked around in the wrong areas, it could make fresh trouble for me, and she was only reminding me of it. I pushed that aside. "I don't want to, but I have to. Someone walled that poor woman up alive, and if I can drop a noose around the bastard that did it, I will."
She shot a guarded look my way. "Then keep your eyes open, huh? I've seen what it does to you."
"I'll be careful. I'll let Lieutenant Blair take all the heat and get the glory for the arrest. Maybe after that he'll start liking me for real."
But the conversation stalled out. She wasn't happy at my decision, but neither would she ask me to lay off. It was like her dream about going to Hollywood. I didn't care much for our being separated when the time came, but I wasn't going to stop her. On the other hand, that was something she really wanted to do. This was something I was stuck with.
In her flat on the tenth floor of her residence hotel the atmosphere between us eased slightly and warmed up. She was in her own territory now and better able to relax. Not bothering to turn on the lights, she dropped her purse and hat on a chair by the entry and marched across the living room to one of the big corner windows. She opened it wide and leaned on the sill, letting the breeze pluck at her. It was her favorite spot, giving her a grand view of the city and a slice of the lake. Lights glinted everywhere, even at this hour: starlike shimmers from the water, the steady cold blue of streetlamps, and the whites and reds of slow-moving cars. From this high up everything moved slow.
"Isn't it cold for you?" I asked, standing close. Low temperatures didn't affect me like they used to; I was only aware of them in a distant sort of way.
"I need it after the heat of that stage. The days have been nice and cool, but when that spot hits me it makes up for them. We haven't had much of a summer yet, have we?"
"Not that I've heard."
She turned slightly so her back was to me. She had nice round hips, taut from the muscles she'd built up after hours of dancing practice. Tap, ballroom, jitterbug, she was learning it all to be ready in case she got that phone call to go west. I let my hands wander over them, caressing and giving her an experimental squeeze through the thin fabric of her dress.
"You forgot your underwear," I said.
"No, I didn't. It's all in my bureau drawer."
"Oh."
She bumped against me once and looked over her shoulder, an impish smile flashing briefly over her face.
Well, you don't have to clobber me between the eyes when it comes to certain types of invitations. I reached over to pull the blinds down, but she stopped me.
"I want the air," she said.
"I've read about people like you. They're called exhibitionists."
"That's only if I take my clothes off."
"From the feel of things"-and I did, thoroughly, to make sure-"you're halfway there."
"Less work for you, then."
"Sweetheart, this is not work."
She pushed her hips against me, raising all sorts of reactions. God, the power she had over me didn't bear thinking about, so I stopped thinking and just let it take over. She held tight to the sill and laughed and sighed while I explored everything I could get my hands on.
It was times like this that the shedding of interfering clothes took too long. Complicated, too. I wanted to keep touching Bobbi, but had to divide my attention between her and undoing my belt and buttons. Then I had to loosen my tie and shirt, so I could lean forward over her. I lifted her hair up and nibbled the base of her neck.
"That's lovely," she murmured. "Just do..."
I next lifted her dress, crumpling it around her waist. She arched herself upward, but I wouldn't let her straighten completely, and pressed her down over the sill again.
"Now, try now," she said, a while later.
I did, and slipped right in, both of us sighing together at the sensation. It was absolutely wonderful. It always was with her. She braced herself against my slow thrusts.
"I think-I think someone's watching us over there," she said, looking out at the view. Her voice soft, breathy with excitement.
"It's two blocks away, let him stare."
"Yes, let... him... yes."
Then we were past speech. It was all about touching, now, acting and reacting. And when she was just to the edge of things, I pulled her up enough to get to that special spot on her sweet throat where the blood rushed close to the surface.
My corner teeth were out and had been the whole time. I kissed her soft skin, first tasting, then breaking through it as gently as I could to give us that crashing mutual release. From the cries she made and kept on making, I was successful. I drew things out, holding her, taking from her, just a drop or two at a time. When it came to making love it was the quality, not the quantity of blood, and it was the best for me when she was in the midst of her climax. The pleasure looped back upon itself, too, for as long as I kept taking, she lingered in its grasp-as did I.
I'd once been on the receiving side of such kisses. Then it had been beautiful Maureen who'd tasted and supped on my blood for hours at a time. Once you've experienced such an intense union like that anything else is kid's play. It took me years to get over her after her abrupt and, at the time, inexplicable departure. Years, until I met Bobbi Smythe. But by then I was a vampire myself, and ready to discover what loving a woman would be like for me after my change. I soon found out, and it only just kept getting better.
I began supporting more and more of Bobbi's weight. She was still caught in the spell, but tiring. Time to pull back. If we'd been stretched out in her bed, I'd have kept going, but positioned as we were it was a bit awkward to comfortably maintain things.
We gradually sorted ourselves out. She was drowsy, but spared a giggle for the sight of me with my pants tangled around my ankles and still in shoes and socks-with shin garters holding them up, yet. There are few things in all of Western civilization that are more ridiculous-looking than a man in such a state. Comics have known about it for ages and exploited it mercilessly. I snagged up my trousers and tried to restore what little dignity remained. Bobbi merely shook her skirt down and grinned.
"I win," she said. She pecked me on the corner of my mouth while I was only halfway buttoned, then glided past, where she spent a few minutes in the bathroom. Then she spent some more time in the bedroom. When she returned, she wore fancy red silk pajamas with a Chinese collar that covered the marks on her neck.
"Those are new, aren't they? I asked, all eyes for the way the fabric clung to her figure. Through the thin silk I could see she'd again omitted underwear. It was one of the things I loved about her.
She gave an artistic turn, standing on tiptoe in her matching slippers like a fashion mannequin. "Like it? It set me back three bucks, but I couldn't resist the embroidery." There was an oriental-style tree stitched all over the jacket front.
"It's worth it. You make it beautiful."
"That," she said, coming over to bestow another kiss on me, "was the right thing to say."
I followed her to the kitchen, where she poured out a big glass of grape juice. As food goes it was one of those few exceptions, like coffee, that still smelled good to me. Anything else usually drove me off. Even though I don't breathe much, it is necessary for talking, and I wanted to keep her company.
We sat at her little white kitchen table. It had two chairs. Enough.
"You drink a lot of that stuff," I said.
"The magazines say it's good for dieting."
"You don't need to diet."
"I still crave it. And liver. Did you crave those when you were still like me?"
She meant breathing regular and walking around during the day. "I guess. I used to eat steak and hamburg' half-raw when I could, and I'd have greens instead of potatoes. Couldn't get enough of them for some reason. Does that count?"
"I suppose. You'd be getting iron that way. Good for the blood. I've always thought that when you want some special kind of food real bad it means your body's telling you what it needs. Read it in a magazine ad somewhere."
"What do you mean 'crave'? You're not-"
"Don't be silly, you know that can't happen with you." She sipped her juice, watching me over the glass rim. "You ever regret that part of your condition?"
"What part?"
"Not being able to have kids."
I shrugged. My change made me like Maureen, everything worked, but I was no longer fertile in the ordinary way. "It's not something I've thought about much. What about you?"
"I've never wanted any."
"I thought all girls wanted babies."
"Not this one. They're noisy, smelly, expensive, and you're stuck with the responsibility of them for your whole life, and what if you mess up and raise them wrong? They get into trouble and break your heart. I can't imagine why anybody would want one."
I couldn't think of a real reply to that, then wondered what was going on under her words. "Bobbi, this is a very strange conversation."
"Am I shocking you?"
"It's just different. I thought you liked kids."
"I do, but I don't want one of my own. They're not a responsibility I'm able to handle, so it's better for the kid's sake that I avoid it."
"Why are you telling me this?"
She put her glass down. "Because you had that look again, like you're going to ask me to marry you."
"Uh..."
"I just thought you should know my turning you down is not just because we couldn't have kids."
"Ah..."
"Well, you keep getting the same answer from me, and lately you didn't look like you believed it anymore. You deserved to hear a different one for a change. It's still the truth. Just like the other reasons I've given you."
"What's this 'look' I get?"
"It comes and goes, I can't describe it, but I thought you might propose again tonight."
God damn it, but she'd pegged me square. Again. "Am I that transparent, woman?"
"I guess you are to me. Charles isn't the only detective around here."
"Private agent," I automatically corrected. Hunching over, I clasped my hands together on the table and frowned at them a minute. "Should I just stop asking?"
"I don't know. Does it hurt you when I say no?"
"Some, but I can live with it."
"Then you do what feels right to you. But fair warning, my answer's always going to be no."
"Always?"
"Yes. Getting married would be bad for us."
"I don't see it that way."
"But I do, Jack. I'm happy with the way things are. I don't want some piece of paper with our names on it changing anything."
"Why should anything change?"
"Trust me, it would."
"But we love each other-I mean, don't you-?"
"Of course I love you. I adore you. But I won't marry you."
"You'd rather live in sin?"
"If that's what you want to call it." She put both her hands lightly over mine. "I don't feel particularly sinful when I'm with you."
"That's good to know."
"I like it this way. It's all honeymoon for me and none of the drudgery of a marriage. You'll never have to worry that I get sloppy and let myself go."
"That'll be the day."
"And I don't have to worry about why you're with me. I'll always know that it's because you want to be here, not because you have to be here. The same goes for why I'm with you."
She did have a point. "Maybe it's because I like the sex."
"If that were the only thing then you'd have left while I was changing clothes."
"Honey, if I ever get that stupid, you tell Charles to stake me."
"Bite your tongue," she said quickly.
"Sorry." I'd forgotten that like a lot of performers she could be superstitious. In this case, though, her alarm was justified. I got the subject back on the track. "There were other guys who were stupid with you, huh?"
"A few. You're the only one smart enough to stick around."
"Get used to it."
"Uh-uh. I'm not about to take a guy like you for granted."
That made me feel better.
She finished her juice and rinsed and dried the glass, tucking it away in a cupboard. She liked things tidy. Including her life. Having me around the house all the time might make a mess. She'd had more than her share of those already. Damn me if I was going to be another.
Bobbi slipped back into her chair, and we talked about other things for a while. It didn't take long to come around to discussing my latest trouble.
"This body at your club," she said, looking serious. "People are going to give you all kinds of grief about it. It's not something that'll go away with time."
"I know. Gordy and I hashed it out. That's why I typed that statement for all the papers."
"I think it's sweet of you to give the poor woman a burial."
"Someone has to if they don't find out who she is."
"You want me to make arrangements?"
"Gordy offered to find-"
She waved her hand, shaking her head. "Oh, no, not Gordy. I've seen his funerals. He always picks out the wrong flowers or something, and his choice of music is horrible."
Funny, I'd never thought of Gordy arranging funerals, but considering that he probably caused more than a few to take place, I shouldn't have been too surprised. "Oh. Well. If you wouldn't mind."
"As a favor, one gal to another. I'll do right by her, the poor, poor thing."
"Okay. Maybe you can make it an evening service so I can come. But this is only if they can't find her family."
"I don't see how they could."
"There's ways: missing person reports, dental records, that kind of thing."
"What about that dress she was in?"
"What, like a label or a laundry mark? They'll run those down, too."
"The color-what kind of red was it? Light, dark?"
"Something in the middle, really bright and rich, like a traffic light. Lots of sequins of the same color. Why?"
"Not many women can wear that shade. I don't think it's ever been popular. If there's a maker's label, lemme know whose."
"The cops can track that down."
"I'd still like to know."
I was getting tired of the subject. God knows I'd have my fill of it later when the papers came out. I wanted to end our evening on a more pleasant note. "I'll have Charles call you tomorrow on it."
She looked at the little clock over the stove. Milkmen were on their rounds by now, and I'd have to leave fairly soon. "It's already tomorrow," she pointed out.
"No it ain't."
She quirked an eye at me. "It ain't?"
"Tomorrow doesn't happen until you've been to bed."
"Oh, really?" She started giggling as I stood and came around the table.
"Yeah, lemme show you how it works..."
